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| i know. im a fool. im horrible. i totally crashed this, or last week rather. my new xanga is
www.xanga.com/myheartjumps i know, im stupid. but all gals who talked to me on this one, switch if you'd like
i still love you all! much love and luck to all! | | |
| im sorry i havent been myself lately. 
stuff hasnt been the way im so used to them being. i have yet another normal xanga : www.xanga.com/myheartjumps
yeah. i wanna make it extra cute and stuff. you cant leave me comments until friday because i want to go ahead and finish out this week. i appreciate all you gals! you guys have been there for me forever! or atleast it seems that way. i know i havent been giving you, nor myself, the support that we all deserve, but i am going to change, just you see. i totally binged today. i feel guilty, but there is so many things on my mind, i cant even get myself to exercise, or purge, or whatever. hmm. just so you didnt know, ive lost 10 pounds since october. i didnt even start then. yeah. when i dont try to, i lose weight, but when i try my damnest best, i dont do anything...that sucks. much love and luck rokket- oh yeah. my friend sunshine(nickname) says i should get tested for bulimia. i was like, im to fatt to have an ED. am i? | | |
| i feel like crying...giving up... people, even my family and friends are calling me fat all the time and i cant help but cry my heart out to ya'll. if anyone could help, IM me on yahoo at imma.smartii please! hmm bye rokket- | | |
| OMG ya'll, i lost 2 pounds! I weighed friday afternoon, but then I went a spent the weekend with my aunt. Thats why its been sooo long since I last updated. I hope all you gals are doing wonderful, as i know you are! well, here my intake for today eggs, bacon, toast 300
nothing 0
tba no more than 600
for a total of about 900 calories! 
im so pround of myself, its amazing. well, i have to go clean so i'll edit later rokket- | | |
| sorry for not updating earlier. i wasnt feeling well. i cant believe i've done so good. last time i tried to lose weight, i sucked at it. now. im so proud of myself. i cant wait until tomorrow! im getting my scale tomorrow! yay. i have a feeling ive lost atleast a pound since sunday. idk. i hope so. i mean. OMGOSH!
 
my coah moved tennis tryouts from may to FEBRUARY! omg. i have until the day after valentines day to get into good enough shape to try out. my friend sabrina said she would tryout with me, but i had to promise that if she made it and i didnt, i would get mad. i wont. id get hurt, but she's like a sister.
we read our "I Am" poems in class. I was so eager to read mine, i was jumping up and down to be first. when we get the back, ill post it! i think it was good. it was all centered on music.
 
anyways.
what went in
b- nothing
l- chicken(eww),salad, milk 400
D-chicken(eww), baked fries 500
about 900 calories! well. ladies. i love you. im getting thinspo for my photoblog now so, whenever you can, check it out. (not really. its not even close to being finished) much love and luck.
stay strong ladies. ily rokket- | | |
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